With what Neena is forcing on me.. I feel like a slave, I keep envisioning myself with a slave collar and all, with Chloe as my master (well she is, but in a different sense) and it makes me .. happy..
it doesn't make any sense.. and it's just blech but.. >.o god damnit why am I so submissive..
EVEN BEING PUNISHED IN A WAY THAT REQUIRES ME TO BE DOMINATED MAKES ME HAPPY?!
I kind of hate myself.. but I kind of don't know.. like.. I like it.. I dunno.. I guess I'm still dealing with the fact i'm submissive.. I didn't realize just how submissive I was.. x x
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