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everything is going to work out...everything will be fine..

so sleepy...its ridiculous.. out of nowhere i almost passed out from sleepiness...

neena is holding me tightly, my sex drive is back, so i know shes ok... shes so warm.. sooo warm.. i like being held.. i feel so safe... and warm...warmth is all i need..

my body is always warm.. i love it.. it makes blankets even warmer.. i like to make other people warm.. it feels nice.. especially if they're cold.. i like to make them warm..


neena told me its going to be okay....shes making me so sleepy.. she said lilith will save us all.. she said i'm one of the favorites, ill be given anything i want...

lilith almost wants me to die so she can put me another body, a happier life, just to see what i'll do from there..

she said she'll reward me for everything ive done in this life.. but i have to finish this life completely, first.. i have to live it through, and live as happy as i can, i have to beg for what i want, and make sure that others are happy too..

the gray area is getting close to being over... the path ahead is starting to become clear..

sleepy...going to take a short nap..