IRL best friend.
Found out exactly what monophobia is. So, I'm conquering it by trying to get rid of my "need" to be around people. My camera understands me, we connect, we see the same things, it sees my world, it's always there when I need it.
Giving personality to an inanimate object.. I must be a nutjob, eh?
It's the one thing keeping me sane right now. Nothing makes sense anymore. Everything keeps switching back and forth, so the only thing that stays true, 100% of the time are the pictures. They are memories that can't be forgotten or forged, faces forever in time.
I know I'm going to make friends.. I know everything is going to be okay.. but that's because THEN, I'll have who, and what I need. Right now, I'm still alone in the desert without any water.. so I'm struggling by, so I don't dehydrate before I get to the oasis.
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