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had a dream chloe was visiting again... 'cept she was here with kiwi, in san antonio. that's where we were going to spend our time together, sa.

the first night, i never got to see her, at all. it was her and kiwi playing alone in sa, totally blowing me off.

second night, apparently had actually come alone, and so it was just me and chloe, playing around in sa.. so i was going to get us food, sitting there waiting in line, and my stuff kept breaking. like my cell. I was fixing it, while chloe was online... kiwi sent her a message, "you should leave san antonio an never come back.. no one wants you here. everyone hates you." chloe was crushed. she was like, "I dont care if she hates me..............im going to leave san antonio though............" i was like, "no!" so I kept working on my phone, FURIOUS, just hating everyone... and chloe told kiwi, "i'll leave as soon as i can..." because apparently kiwi and her friend were here in sa with us. then kiwi kept trying to call my cell which was busted, so I finally got it working, and I was like, "WHAT."
she was like, "do you hate me?" I'm like "no, I just don't give a ******** about you anymore", and she was like, "when I said leave sa i meant hang out in a place where i can hang out with you guys, I miss you guys..." I was like, "******** you, I dont give a s**t about you anymore."

then I was going to go back into the other room with chloe, but i knew she was going to leave... and then I was thinking about her and the first night she was here in my dream, so happy because she was alone doing her own thing without me here in sa with her.... blah.

bad mood. fml.