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eh i'm sleepy

eh i have to go to work at 2....

anyways.. chloe makes me happy.. she's staying with me because she knows i need her.. eh.. x x

i cried a lot because i thought i was going to lose her.. but god damn do i need her.. she's perfect for me.. and i dont want to be alone.. i dont want to be trapped here, stranded on this island of hell.. she wont let that happen to me.. i love her... i love her i love her i love her..

i had a vision when i was 12, i was alone, in the blackness. there was nothing, no one, just me, alone.. i knew everyone was dead, and there was only me.. nothing else, just me, and the dead.. it was the worst feeling ive ever felt in my life..

chloe apologized for scaring me... thinking back, i was scared.. i was terrified.. but she made it all better... all i want in life is her.. she makes the day start.. x x i'm so happy that i have her... i also need sleep because i'm so exhausted that i'm starting to randomly faint while standing, i'm blacking out with my eyes open, its scary x x;