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I don't know what it is.. but.. everything feels good now. I have inner peace once again..

I'm a bit bummed, because I think one of my friends is getting a divorce with his wife.. unless she was just upset/joking around.. but.. if so, I'm .. meh. I don't know... she, she really meant a lot to him. Like.. words can't explain how much she meant to him, because he gave up his entire old lifestyle, for her. He was a very, party party type guy, and he gave it all up for his wife and daughter.

If they're getting divorced, D: eh..I mean, I'm sure it's all for the best, since they were super young and kind of got married for all the wrong reasons.. but.. still.. he loves her. I know it just happens sometimes, but .. it really does break your heart.

I'm still so calm though, I'm so.. at peace with the world. Everything is fine. I cleared the air between em and kiwi, because Neena said that it's best to leave on a good note, so that everyone is happy.. clear up everything, and make sure everyone knows that we're okay, make sure that no one is left feeling burned, so I apologized to her, and we're okay now.

I think, before I leave, I'm going to .. I don't know, I guess I could apologize to dad, too.. I'm not sure about what.. but I just want to make sure everyone is okay, I want to tie up all my loose ends, and I want to leave on a positive note.

Neena is helping me get rid of some of my bad habits, and helping me grow up.. she's even teaching me methods of venting out my frustrations on the world.. (writing, makes me feel SO much better, its almost like sex XD)

So.. I don't know. I'm calm, I'm happy.. and everything is okay. Everything is going to be okay. Life.. is nice.