I'm going to let myself go crazy at A-Kon.. I'm not going to hold myself back from doing anything, that's the promise I have to make to myself. (within reason, ofc. >.o)
Like, usually I'm like, "Oh no.. I don't want to do this, *social anxiety D:* but this year, I'm not going to hold myself back, I'm going to go completely crazy and do everything I want to. Obviously, no drugs/drinking/sex, but anything else, like hugging random people, taking pictures, going to panels, playing games, doing things that I'd otherwise be embarassed to do? I'm going to do them all~!
A-Kon is going to be my release, I'm going to have fun, and I'm not going to let my nagging worries bother me. I let them ruin too many good things in my life, (like movies, etc.)
If they ask for volunteers, I'm going to be the first to jump up and shout, "MEMEMEME!!" instead of being shy, and only wishing I had done that.. I'm going to be social, too, I'll force myself to! I'm going to have fun, I'm going to hang out with my sissy and my lovey and do events, I'm gonna go to dances, and I'm gonna try to be in as many photos and videos as I can O___O
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