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Pretty much stuck in the same s**t as her.

I hate this house, and I've frequently thought of burning it down. I'm not even joking.

He's so ******** ridiculously immature, it's not even funny.

Every time I talk about leaving, he starts throwing a ******** hissy fit, like a child, and starts treating me like s**t, because I'm trying to get a life away from him.

Sorry, dad. The world doesn't revolve around you like you believe it does. This is why mom wanted to get the ******** away from your sorry a**.

Every time chloe comes down.

"Go with your b***h, don't expect to have a place to come back to"

Me moving: "get out of my house then, move away with your b***h, I don't want you here anyways"

me going to ******** A-KON. "If you're so much of an adult to go to dallas you don't need me anymore, get the ******** out of here"

so, yeah.

I'm not telling him ANYTHING I do anymore. NOTHING.

If he worries? he can suck my d**k. I'm sick of his bullshit. I hope he cries when I'm missing. I'm not going to tell him when I'm moving, where I'm moving, and I'm not going to answer his calls.

As it stands, I'm going to treat him like a customer at work. A very generic "sir" to everything he asks, but in a monotone voice.

When I go to visit chloe this summer, I'm not going to say anything. I'm going to see if Barry will drive me to the airport, and be done with it. If I have to have him drive me to the airport, I'm not going to tell him how long i'm staying, or where I'm going. I'll just say, "I'll call you if I need a ride." If not, I'll get a taxi. I'll pay the ridiculous fee.

I'm fed up with his immature, childish bullshit.

He's a ******** grown child. That's what it comes down to. If he doesn't get his way, he throws a fit and breaks things until people do what he wants. He's a ******** spoiled brat.

I haven't said, "OH, I'LL STAY AND NOT MOVE TO CALI~!" so he's going to keep treating me like s**t until I say it. He's going to keep treating me worse and worse until I a) crack, and bust his face open b) lie or c) just ******** up and leave.

all 3 sound about nice. IN that order.

I'm going to sleep now, I have to get up and work at 2. Hoping chloe calls, she's always the one thing that puts out my fuse, and keeps me from blowing up and killing everyone in this shithole.