The past years has been hard on me
But still I walk on this path
With trails and choices I have to go through….
Some rewarding….and dealing with consequences
I grow little by little each day
Not seeing the changes until later on in my life
I really don’t see them but others do
Some see them as good things and some disagree
But I’m just being myself….or what I think I am
I still don’t understand who I am
Does anybody really know who they are in this lifetime?
Only God knows who we are and what we need in life
I only know that He has a plan for me
I’m just waiting to find out what it is
Plans sometimes fail but usually God straightens out for me…on his own time
I only think to myself…”why you left me leaving all these choices I have to make….”
I sigh, sitting on this bench to take a breather…
Sometimes I just watch this game call reality
People following paths they make for themselves
Seasons changes, winds always blowing
Everything constantly moving…nothing standing still
Sun comes from the east and sets in the west
Marking each passing day
7 days=12 months= years of my time here
Slowly dying with age
Lasting only a blink of God’s eyes
But still I wait
Patiently as I can bear but remind myself that it’s for my well being
Family…friends I have I love with all my heart
Meet or found each other during the lifetime
Still now I sit alone
Waiting for the one for me
To take my hand and take me to my next life
Where I will add chapters to my life and to his
God please lead me to you and give an example to my children so they can serve you
Teach their father to be a man of You and not of this reality
So as I sit…praying, I leave my soul in your creator hands to mold me into your plan in this speck you call reality.
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Abigayle Ligerwing
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