Trap in pain, sorrow, hatred…
Of this bondage of my heart
Only you knew of what you have brought me
But you don’t.
When you look at me,
I smile at you
Showing none of my heart
Breaking apart
Pieces I will try to find
But cannot…
Trying not to love you…
Because I know you are wrong for me.
The ways you act I don’t approve of…
But your actions to me
When I show someone else love and not give you.
My attention…
Do you long for it?...
Do you do you really love me?...
Or just a friend…?
Heh… you really don’t know how much I love you?...
The pain of trying to forget my love for you…
Thinking…crying…and trying to forget my feelings of desire of you!
Why do I LOVE you!!!?
Let me go please…just leave me alone…
Find someone else to screw with…
Tell me you hate my love of you
But still.. You probably don’t know
You are the one who makes me hate myself
Losing… Maybe the love of someone else’s love
He’s shattered because of you
For me picking you over him
And for that I hate myself
But still… you probably will know later
Just not toady
But when the time comes
You will feel what you put me through
I will be there for you
Just to leave you as you break.
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