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Staying with Chloe.. going with my gut on this, and I'm staying in the relationship with her. I love her, and so I'm always going to be around, no matter what happens.

She's made some HUGE steps towards maturing, and fixing her life in general, and that's the main reason why I'm by her side.. if she hadn't learned her lesson from this bad trip, and she still hung out with those people she does, and if she still was a hardcore party party person, with drug curiosity? I would've left. It would've meant, that's who she really was, and that she wasn't going to improve, or change.. or if she would, it wouldn't be for a very long time.

But that's not the case.

She saw the light, she saw her so called "friends" basically treated her like s**t, and now her curiosity for everything, is dead. She's giving up all her rave stuff, as that phase has now completely died. She's even giving up all her rave friends, because yeah, dead.

She even followed through with it, like she said she would.. that made me proud of her. It showed me that she was serious, that she's really going to make this change in her life. I'm so happy I could cry..

This is what Lilith was talking about. This is the smooth sailing ahead.. she said there will still be minor bumps, ripples from the big wave, but it's going to be smooth sailing ahead. We're going to make it.. we have no choice but to.