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So, I'm going to be alone.

Traitor and Traitor's boyfriend are already gone. Traitor's boyfriend.. I tried so hard to stay friends with... but I should've known it wouldn't work. I just don't want to make TB cry, so I left.

Chloe is probably going to get upset with me, and say she can't be with me, because I won't pretend to be friends with a traitor. I can't. who cares about her feelings, when do MY feelings come into play, huh?

Just because I'm not sitting there moping about, crying every time someone mentions her name, doesn't mean I'm not hurt. I'm just better at hiding it. She can get ********, and if no one cares about MY feelings? ******** them.

So yeah. I figure Chloe will be like, "I can't be with you if you're like this, blahblahblah, *throws away everything*" which, meh. I'm kind of expecting.

Then, I'll spiral back into the darkness.. the sun will fade, I'll just be stuck waiting for the moon to guide me. Struggle to find my way along the day, and only be able to see clearly at night..

I still got Neena... it's all I had in the beginning, all I'm going to be left with.. so.. what the hell, right? May as well.. I'm just going to hope that Chloe stays with me.. but if push comes to shove, you stick with who's most important to you.