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I had such a ******** up dream..

It started off, I was watching a lot of people, who were stuck on this island. It was like a prison, almost.. but more of a secret prison, with low security, since they were all stuck on the island themselves. It went that way for a bit, getting kind of like burn notice at times with some of the people I know being the characters.

It kept flashing around, and eventually, I ended up in the role of some guy who was playing stupid, who had been kidnapped. There was a giant bomb that was rigged to go off, and this guy was using it as a threat. I acted like I was freaked out and crying, after one of my friends unscrewed part of the bomb, and I kept pushing against it and leaning against it, so that it fell off.. no one was any the wiser.

Eventually then, for some reason, my other friends showed up and told me I was free to go. Someone even gave me 1,650k in cash so I could get my life back on track. He said it was dirty money though, so I'd have to clean it..

So then I was trying to figure out how to afford my flight back home, realizing I couldn't spend "hot" money so I started talking to my friend Tony.. who kept looking for jobs, and pushed himself into jobs at places at the airport .. which I was at for who knows what reason.

Anyways, I was asking him for the name of a money launderer, (in burn notice his name is barry.. ) so I was asking him for barry's number. He finally gave it to me.. (but it was all in letters when he first did) but eventually I went to find barry's house.. which was for some reason an emtpy isle in a parking lot.

So I was thinking "Oh, Barry's probably in a safe house.. " then one of the older guys from the show, the main characters best friend said, "yeah, and it really boils me up that they have chloe hidden in some random safe house too.. like she's not even important enough for high security.." and then I remembered in my dream, Chloe had been kidnapped... I broke.. I started crying, I was just completely lost..

Eventually I wound up in a park, because we were looking for clues.. and I ended up talking to this old security guard.. he was telling me there's nothing he could do, that he understood loss because he just lost his wife that day.. I started crying my eyes out as I followed him.. we walked off this road, through a long field, to a cemetary where mourners were still sitting, as he picked a flower and put it on her grave.. I couldn't stop crying, I was even crying irl... it just hurt so bad.. then I woke up with my eyes damp..