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Well, I'll be starting a new chapter in my life soon. Chloe is looking at places online.. she's going to find us a place when she visits. I feel like kind of an a*****e, hurling all that responsibility on her, and not helping in any way.. but there's really nothing I -can- do.

The place she told me about sounds pretty nice. I'm not sure if it'll be -THE- place, but I can imagine myself living there. If not, I'm sure I'll be fine wherever we move; we're young and in love, we'll make the best of any situation.

I'm not going to lie -- I am a bit relieved -- at the moment, anyways -- that we aren't taking her dog with us. I like her dog, and I know she loves him dearly; but I honestly don't feel like caring for a pet.. it's selfish, but I've had so many pets over the years, I honestly wanted to get away from the responsibility of caring for another life form for a little while.. If we had to take her dog, I wouldn't say anything. I'd be kind to him, treat him like my own; I don't hate dogs or anything. I just want to be free from most responsibilities.. .______.;

*stretch* meh.. I want to move already. This coming week, she's going to San Francisco.. ( I think it's this coming week) so I won't be able to talk to her much.. but that's fine. She's going there more for business than anything else. Touring the school, setting up her classes for the Spring semester, all of that jazz.. I'm proud of her, getting her life back on track.

Hell, I'm proud of a lot of people who I didn't think I would be. Life is changing pretty rapidly. Hard to tell what crazy s**t someone else is going to pull, or what they're going to surprise you with next... x_______x;