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meh.. I just feel alone.

no one seems to learn.. or maybe I'm just too harsh.. but you know what..? judging harshly is the only thing that keeps me alive.. it keeps me from making mistakes.. I'm naive.. so as soon as someone flashes those razor sharp pearly whites, I cut them out of my life.

I'm tired of people telling me I'm too judgemental.. live through 7 years of hell like I did, then we'll see who's too ******** judgemental. =/ Assholes.. all of them.

Maybe I should let things go.. who knows. Next mistake I won't be around to find out though.. and I'll change back to the old ways. Nothing wrong with how I was then. its the only way I managed to survive. It wasn't living; it was survival. I did what was necessary.

Going to sit outside and clear my head.. everything inside is just too damn depressing.