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= = I'm so ******** pissed.

I'm going to have to meet Chloe's family, which just makes things so much worse.. I already know, I'm going to be judged.

I've always felt like I'm not good enough for chloe and her family, because they're this and that and blahblahblah, and I feel like that if I have to meet them, they're going to get to know me, and not like me. They'll be like, "oh blahblahblah" and I'm just going to be scum, and hated. = ='

I'm so pissed cus I want everything with us to work out, but I ******** hate knowing that people are looking down on me. I hate knowing that people see me as less than them because I don't do what they do, I don't live the way they live, etc. ******** everyone, I'll do what I want. I live my life the way that's right for me, not the way that's right for you, so go ******** yourself. = =

That's why I've always hated rich people, cus they always look down on me. They pity me, they're like, "oh that poor boy~" ******** YOU CUNTS, I'm more of a businessman than you'll ever be, just cus your husband does all the work and you get the benefits like the ******** parasites you are, doesn't make you better than me.

That's why I never wanted a lot of money. I don't want people to sit there and feel like I'm looking down on them. It's why I do a lot of things I do. I don't use big words, when I know them. I don't flash what I have. I don't let people know I'm more intelligent than them. When I play games with other people, in person, I lose on purpose. I don't want them to feel inadequate. I don't like feeling like I'm worse than someone, so I don't want other people to feel that way either.

= =; whatever though.. i'm just ********.