What am I to do?
I'm lost! I reveal myself as an untainted man,
no dyed hair, no piercing, no dark tight clothes.
The aesthetics aren't that important to me,
but I do my best to look good for those
who I might take an interest in me.
The problem with me
is that those who I flutter
over are the ones who are covered in goo.
Their eyes are dark with paints all around,
their lips are bright and full.
Their hair is streaked and colored unnaturally
and their clothes are made to reveal their darker temptations.
I want these women, I want them so bad!
But they seem to not want me at all.
I don't get it cause I don't know!
I don't want piercing though...
I don't want that colored hair...
I don't want those suffocating clothes just to looked good for them.
Most of them write about being themselves.
Expressing a light for themselves that suggests a darkness
in them.
But when they see me they don't see truth...
all they see is not what they spit at you, not what they hit at you,
not what they throw, know, and show at you.
If your not one of them then your a lie to existence.
So how can I be for them and want them so,
when they have no desires to give me a go.
I work so hard but it's all for naught
because these girls I love just don't think I'm hot.
