With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
I just saw the views, and it's not that many, but still...Here I thought I was rambling to the open air, myself, and Alex on occasion, but I guess there's a silent audience. O_o
Well, here's your entertainment silent audience: I'm getting phobic of debates. I've posted a few topics in the M and R and it feels like people are ready to bite off the head of anyone who disagrees with them; could just be me. I might be paranoid, or just especially irritating. I just wish I knew what to do about it. I love the intellectual stimulation, but I hate feeling like people think I'm crazy or hateful.
This is why I'm an escapist I suppose. Either I'm crazy and so almost no one gets along with me, or most everyone else so they hate me for not being crazy like them.
I'm glad I have the Lord to lean back on. If I was wholly invested in this life, I'd probably more popular, but the emptiness that everything would echo with would depress me. I'd fall into nihilism, and from there it'd be a downward spiral...Thank God I get to know Him!! Life wouldn't be worth living otherwise. heart Jesus
Ps ~ I love my avi, and my Hermes Moon!! I'm getting avi art for it. Whoot!
Well, here's your entertainment silent audience: I'm getting phobic of debates. I've posted a few topics in the M and R and it feels like people are ready to bite off the head of anyone who disagrees with them; could just be me. I might be paranoid, or just especially irritating. I just wish I knew what to do about it. I love the intellectual stimulation, but I hate feeling like people think I'm crazy or hateful.
This is why I'm an escapist I suppose. Either I'm crazy and so almost no one gets along with me, or most everyone else so they hate me for not being crazy like them.I'm glad I have the Lord to lean back on. If I was wholly invested in this life, I'd probably more popular, but the emptiness that everything would echo with would depress me. I'd fall into nihilism, and from there it'd be a downward spiral...Thank God I get to know Him!! Life wouldn't be worth living otherwise. heart Jesus
Ps ~ I love my avi, and my Hermes Moon!! I'm getting avi art for it. Whoot!
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they’re falling, tell a story
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they’re falling, tell a story
