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Chloe may take a trip alone.

Whatever, she can do what she wants, she's a big girl now. I just don't want her to go to parties or raves, but meh. If she really wants to she'll go anyways, so me telling her not to wont' stop her. I just like to feel like I have some say in her life.

She doesn't want to feel stuck with me. Funny part is, SHE'S not the one who's stuck. I am. I'm happy with her, I'm glad I'm "stuck", but I'm not allowed to find someone else. I'm not allowed to move on or any of that - until she does. If she chooses to leave, I have to wait for it to be official, and then and only then can I move on in life. She has all the freedom anyone could ever want, and I don't.

I didn't ever explain that, mostly out of fear, I guess. Afraid that if I told her the truth, she may leave and never come back, and I care.. meh.

It's whatever though, I have no control over what she does, she's not some puppet I can control. She's just a person, with her own thoughts and ideals, and I can't do or say anything to stop her, so whatever.

I gave up trying to alter peoples lives a long time ago.

If I give them advice, it'll be one of two things.

a) They'll take my advice, and I'll be wrong, or b) they'll ignore my advice, and I'll be right.

It doesn't matter. I really don't care right now.

headphones + scarling is what it takes right now.