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I'm not going to drag it out, I'm not going to be obsessive and make her life miserable over this.

Neena always told me, it's her choice. If she decides to break up with me, then she can break the bond and only she can. If she wants to, then fine. Her choice. Not mine anymore.

I've cried so many times, I cried and cried and I laid in bed and never wanted to get up, EVERY TIME she broke up with me, and I cried and cried and cried and cried, thinking she was going to leave me for someone else.

I cried over the choices she made, I cried over the choices she didn't make.

I've cried so many tears, I can't cry anymore. I don't have any tears left in my body.

I don't have to be happy about it, but I don't have any right to make her feel miserable about it. Maturity sucks, but the overall happiness is more important than the happiness of myself.