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Well I have a job interview for the day, 12pm weds. I don't know.. I kind of didn't want it to be so soon.. I would've preferred friday or something, so I didn't feel so .. trapped.

chloe keeps telling me I don't have to get the job if I don't want it.. but really, I do need to take it, so we don't go broke. I'm pretty sure if I try to work there, I'll get hired. If not, oh well.. but if I do get hired, there's just.. blah.

I've never even heard of the position, so I have no idea what I'll be doing. And I don't know if I'll be able to do the job.. that all makes me so uncomfortable. I know they'll tell me what to do, but it also feels so... trapping. like, I have to go to the interview, and they'll want to know on the spot if i want to work there or not.. I need time to think and let it sink in and.. bleh.

The hours are great, (part time, 3 1/2 - 4hrs a day, 5 days a week - at $8.50 - $9.50 an hour, that's pretty good.. At the least I'd be making $595 a month, and at most I'd be making $760.. not as much as I used to make at the shell, no. but it'd be something.. meh)

but yeah.. ._. I'm just so nervous about it. new job, potentially a job I won't like.. and bleh. I'm sure weds after it's all said and done I'll feel a lot better about it all.. but I applied for a position, that I know nothing about.. x x; in a place I've never even been to.. etc.

I really thought I was applying for a retail position at the UPS store.. that's something I'm familiar with, a retail environment, something I could do. I could walk to work, it's no problem, etc, etc. but as it turns out, I applied to be a package handler at a facility.. bleh.

Apparently I can only apply for the day shift too.. when originally they were only hiring night shift. Eh.. it's fine... I could handle day shift, I guess.. but I really want night shift.

WELL.. I just cancelled my apointment. We're going to see when chloe gets her job, and see what her schedule will look like, while I keep looking for an appointment that works for me.. blargh = =;