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I'm trying to be in a good mood today. I'm trying really hard. If people would stop trying to bring me the ******** down, I'd be in a great mood. I'm not though, because I can tell she's not, and her shitty mood is bringing me down.

******** frost finally realized there's nothing he can gain from me, so he ditched me yest.

Chloe is in a shitty mood, and I don't even know wtf she's going to do. I don't want to break up, I actually really care about her. I've been wanting to go in there and talk to her, and visit her, because I miss her.

I know she doesn't want me around right now though. It's stupid. Emotions are stupid. Everything, is stupid. :/

I wish my brain wasn't retarded, so I wouldn't fall in love. I wish intstincts weren't just our stupid human brains being retarded. -__-; ugh.