I think it's been nearly a year since I last logged onto gaia??
idk time's been blending together into one blurry lately :v
but now i guess gaia eeeeeither deleted my old journal entry or I'm confusing this account journal w my cosplay account journal..which i haven't been on in a super long time either oops..i got cool s**t on that one..
jeeze its the account that i first started with in 2005 holyshit
but i was too lazy to change everything on that one so..oop c:
but yea and zOMG is gone too apparently? that sucks...it was really the only thing that kept me coming back a little more often..im not partiiiiicularly a sociable person on here...(i'm unbelievably shy)
i don't even know why I'm even making a journal..i guess cause none of my RL friends and fam aren't on here to see this? or anyone for that matter - I'm a really boring person - and it lessens my fear of them seeing it and get worried??
dunna..i don't like having people worry over me, they got their own s**t to deal with; why add to it ya mean?
I don't show/tell people how i feel like...90% of the time. Literally a molotov cocktail waiting to pop yo :v
but its feeling good just talking out to the void/strangers of gaia about what's crossing my mind atm...like a weight is lifting off? Idk that sounds a lil dramatic. SHRUG
it's kiiiiinda gotten to the point that me keeping things to myself too often has caused me to start loosing my hair...like jesus christ q A q
it hasn't been tooooooo noticeable unless i point it out or i pull my hair back (I had thin hair to begin with but you can see my scalp a lil more than usual)
but I digress yo, this entry is going to be hella long compared to others i can feel it..
lets continue :v
..in another entry cause this is getting too long..and if there's any witches or shamans on gaia I'm kinda hoping to get some clarification on whats next to come :v
peace out homeslice
idk time's been blending together into one blurry lately :v
but now i guess gaia eeeeeither deleted my old journal entry or I'm confusing this account journal w my cosplay account journal..which i haven't been on in a super long time either oops..i got cool s**t on that one..
jeeze its the account that i first started with in 2005 holyshit
but i was too lazy to change everything on that one so..oop c:
but yea and zOMG is gone too apparently? that sucks...it was really the only thing that kept me coming back a little more often..im not partiiiiicularly a sociable person on here...(i'm unbelievably shy)
i don't even know why I'm even making a journal..i guess cause none of my RL friends and fam aren't on here to see this? or anyone for that matter - I'm a really boring person - and it lessens my fear of them seeing it and get worried??
dunna..i don't like having people worry over me, they got their own s**t to deal with; why add to it ya mean?
I don't show/tell people how i feel like...90% of the time. Literally a molotov cocktail waiting to pop yo :v
but its feeling good just talking out to the void/strangers of gaia about what's crossing my mind atm...like a weight is lifting off? Idk that sounds a lil dramatic. SHRUG
it's kiiiiinda gotten to the point that me keeping things to myself too often has caused me to start loosing my hair...like jesus christ q A q
it hasn't been tooooooo noticeable unless i point it out or i pull my hair back (I had thin hair to begin with but you can see my scalp a lil more than usual)
but I digress yo, this entry is going to be hella long compared to others i can feel it..
lets continue :v
..in another entry cause this is getting too long..and if there's any witches or shamans on gaia I'm kinda hoping to get some clarification on whats next to come :v
peace out homeslice
