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I've always had trouble talking to her about this kind of stuff, because she just shuts down. I think it's my tone, I think I'm too hurt and far too accusatory, and she doesn't have the fortitude to handle it. I don't know that anyone on this planet does, myself included.

I'm done talking to her about relationship things, and about romance, and about anything that might hurt me. I'm done talking about it with her completely, I'll suffer in silence.

I've always dealt with things alone, and I don't know why I thought talking them out would ever make anything better. All it's done is complicate things.

I'm going radiosilent on things regarding my feelings, starting now. I already never talk about my physical pain because I constantly got told I "whine too much", and so now, I'll never talk about my emotional pain. No one will ever know. smile