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I started crying in my head, with neena. I just can't understand why she'd hurt me so much. She doesn't realize I feel like I'm being torn in half. I keep screaming this in my head because I can't say it to anyone.

It's so weird because I feel the emotional release as if I did cry. It just hurts so ******** much. When will the pain go away?

I'm so depressed and miserable. I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I can't even enjoy my gaming anymore. I just sit in pain and wait to die. I don't want to do anything but die.

Neena is just rubbing my back, comforting me. It hurts so ******** much.