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H'um. I haven't talked to you in a long time, and I know I probably won't again because you're never online anymore, but I just thought I'd drop a line or so to you.
I have to admit I worry about my pals too much even if I haven't talked to them in a long enough time that other people would've even forgotten those friends existed. XD I've been trying to check out the LiveJournal you left me a link to to see if you're doing alright, but eh, it hasn't been updated in a little while so that rules out that option.
Anyway I know you probably won't ever get a chance to read this but I just couldn't keep the idea of saying it out of my head anymore. Especially not since I convinced one of my friends to tell someone almost the same thing recently. I just wanted to say it so I'm sorry if it might freak you out even the tiniest bit. ...Not that we'll probably get to talk again anyway because you don't come online anymore that I can see anyway.
Anyway here we go. You've been warned you might not end up liking the comment so if you don't want to read on just ignore it. I just wanted to get it out of my system.
I love you and miss you very much. It probably wouldn't work even if we did start talking to each other again; you probably wouldn't even be interested. I still wanted to get that feeling off my chest and let you know about it. All I can do, now, is hope you somehow- whenever you get time -read this even if the feeling isn't mutual. It's just nice to get it said and out of my system. And just so you know I don't really feel too much better now that I've got it out. It just was nice to be able to say it. Even if I did wait way too long. I don't remember crying over anybody I cared about this much if it didn't involve a death before now...
And, yeah, just a reminder to you that these comments are probably falling on deaf ears considering you might not log on again. I just didn't want to keep away from saying it while I kind of have the courage.
I have to admit I worry about my pals too much even if I haven't talked to them in a long enough time that other people would've even forgotten those friends existed. XD I've been trying to check out the LiveJournal you left me a link to to see if you're doing alright, but eh, it hasn't been updated in a little while so that rules out that option.
Anyway I know you probably won't ever get a chance to read this but I just couldn't keep the idea of saying it out of my head anymore. Especially not since I convinced one of my friends to tell someone almost the same thing recently. I just wanted to say it so I'm sorry if it might freak you out even the tiniest bit. ...Not that we'll probably get to talk again anyway because you don't come online anymore that I can see anyway.
Anyway here we go. You've been warned you might not end up liking the comment so if you don't want to read on just ignore it. I just wanted to get it out of my system.
I love you and miss you very much. It probably wouldn't work even if we did start talking to each other again; you probably wouldn't even be interested. I still wanted to get that feeling off my chest and let you know about it. All I can do, now, is hope you somehow- whenever you get time -read this even if the feeling isn't mutual. It's just nice to get it said and out of my system. And just so you know I don't really feel too much better now that I've got it out. It just was nice to be able to say it. Even if I did wait way too long. I don't remember crying over anybody I cared about this much if it didn't involve a death before now...
And, yeah, just a reminder to you that these comments are probably falling on deaf ears considering you might not log on again. I just didn't want to keep away from saying it while I kind of have the courage.
I got it all out now I just have to wait and see (though I know it probably won't happen) if I get a reply at some point. There's not much else to do besides just sit back and wait because I can't exactly check in to see if they've looked at the message or not. I wish it were that simple, though, because it would be a lot easier on both my heart and stress level which is high enough already.
God I wish it were raining; I could really use a walk out in the rain right now. Yes, I know I said that means something's bothering me, but then isn't there right now? It might help calm me down a little...
