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When I think about him, he is like my best friend and the one I am crushed on. But yet I can't tell him, because... I don't want our friendship to end and be strange in the relationship after. Its always happened to everyone around us and my friend who had used to date him. Its so sad though but I can stand it, I mean he's pretty nice and cool, but dense at times and stupid too. But its cute and he has the guts to try and do whats right. But can be a whimp at times too. I am the person he trusts in secrets at times and I know a lot about his love life, but I can't say he knows a lot about mine. Because I can't really tell him a lot about it, since my family is spliting in two and everything is being pressured on me. I have to carry both of my parents' sins and I have to try and find out who's telling the truth out of both of them. But back to him, he knows all my stress and all my family problems. He tells me some advice, but I'm the one who gives him advice the most. He is really caring and loves to hang out, since he can't a lot. Now me and him, were a little more distant now and it makes me sad a little, but we get to talk to each other every time we get the chance and he seems to smile and talk a lot when he's with me and my other friend. We're like his best girl pals and he doesn't seem to care that we love to bother him or torcher him at times, LOLx. But I think its pretty cool now since we are friends, so I don't plan on telling him anything until I feel like we can get through this without ending our friendship.