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I don't know why, but I'm so depressed and sad right now. I've been thinking a lot lately, and I don't think that my so called friends would understand if I told them. I'll ask my cousin about this too, plus I know that she's only seen me like this once and she always some how cheers me up in the end. Thats how me and her both are. We both understand this the most out of all too. But I don't why I am telling everyone who reads this because I guess I just want opinions, since I don't know anybody on here. But I won't say anything right now. Plus I really don't know why I'm all sad and depressed. It might be because of me thinking to much about life and others or might be because I've never really cared about what happens to me and just realized how I give advice but never really take them to heart either. I guess, I still need some learning through life and need to take my own advice once in a while. I still don't understand my depression and sadness, so I may right a poem or two somewhere on here today. But I'm not sure yet, so if I make any of you people who I don't know here on Gaia, I'm sorry. But I don't get anything right now and am hating everyone in my life that I know in reality. I mean I still like everyone who I talk to on Gaia and other sites. But I just don't like my reality on life now. Well I guess I'll go talk to my cousin about this now.

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