I hate the fact that I can't stand it when he doesn't notice that I know how to worry about others too. He thinks that I'm so dense, but for reals he is the dense one. I can't stand how he just responds without knowing how me or my other friends are feeling at the time. But I guess, I'll just be his friend because I know that he'll never notice me as like I have noticed him. I know I can't stand the fact that he doesn't trust me with some of his secrets, but I guess a secret is a secret. I know I am curious in a way, but I understand the keeping under cover so that no one embarrasses you feeling. But I can't stand how he can be so cool and not worry about me without an ounce of feelings upon his face. He made me attracted to him and yet, I feel like being his bestest girl friend is the only way that we can go. Because I know that nothing will ever work between us. I can't stand that nothing more will ever happen, but I can be his friend and hope that he can trust in me with a secret of his that is precious and a secret of mine that is precious. But I guess not everything can go the way you want it. Since now I feel like we are walking upon seperate paths upon new worlds.
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