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I'm tired of loving, Tired of the pain, The burden, The continual cycle, Set me free- my lovely angel of death, With your soft smile leading me, I'll take your hand, I won't jerk back, I've made up my mind. When I'm close to you, I'll let you lead me, No fighting, I really.... just long for you, I want you now, But I just can't let myself do it, I'll wait for someone else, Something else, I just... Want to slip out just as silently, No one would notice, Not if I were to just vanish, .... My cries out, "Purpose!" I scream over and over like the idiot I am, I sound so lost, So scared, So.... in need of you, "PLEASE!" I cry outwards, You appear, I can't seem to see you, But your warm presence.... I'm reaching out, to nothing.... Nothing at all, "Come back" I scream, But you shake your head sorrowfully, Leaving me...again... my lonliness slowly tearing me apart, I scream out...My voice?! It's left me too, just like all the rest.... The warmth of tears, They're stinging me... why do I trust anymore? Why do I let myself become crushed over and over? Letting the pain go deeper and deeper... putting this burden upon my heart, Letting the scars rip open, END THIS NOW!!! But.... I can't.... My hand touching the icy blade, Smiling as it takes me out of the place I hate, The place I despise, Where I just didn't belong. Jello Challenged · Wed Sep 27, 2006 @ 12:46am · 0 Comments


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