...No one is there for me.... No one cares about me.... They want me gone... I push too many problems on them.... I deserve death... I should go through with it...
stop fooling myself... Stop pretending.... Stop living this lie... Just stop breathing... Please... don't mourn for me... Mourn for those who I burdened.... I'm sorry....
I didn't want to be everyone's little leech.... Everyone's ******** curse.... I saw the love in everyone's eyes once... Ever since they started to associate with me- bitterness.... I caused that... There's no other explaination... I'm sorry...
And now I go... Maybe to take my life.... It doesn't matter... If I make everyone suffer- why not.... Why would it be so bad? Who would miss such an unimportant... I'm sorry....
Please don't mourn for me... Mourn for those that I've hurt... For those that I tried to hurt... For those that wanted to be hurt... For those that I'd later hurt if still am around... I'm sorry...
Jello Challenged · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 09:48am · 0 Comments |