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Well, in conclusion to the post that I had made previously, there is magic in distance. It seems that my aunt and my biological father, both, have been searching for me for a long time. He wants me to be in his life, and him in my life. And I am ready to be doing so.
I have waited for almost 7 years now, to have that connection with the man that helped created me. Although, he could never take the place of my father, the man who raised me, bryan, it will be good to get to know him, and vise-versa. things have turned out better than i could have ever imagine, and I hope that I can get to know everyone on that side of the family.
I can't believe it, I have a brother! I have always wanted a brother, and now, I have one, and I am an aunt, because he has a daughter of his own! I am so excited! I have GIRL COUSINS! I have never had girl cousins! I have boy cousins, and they play in a band, just like I do. I have a step-mother, who loves me, and was so exicted to see me. She considers me like a daughter too. I have things I have always wanted but never had. I am sooo happy, and finally, that big hole in my heart has been filled, i don't feel abandoned anymore. I don't hate anymore, I don't resent. I feel 100% naturally happy. For the first time, EVER. I mean, I love being happy, but this is the real first time, NOTHING can change my mood. I have a smile on my face, and a spring in my step. Life couldn't get any better. i don't feel depressed anymore.
I want to thank all of you, for being as supportive as I have needed. I am so glad to have friends, who I love and care about, and share the same feelings for me. Your words have comforted me, and have kept me in the middle of the scale with this situation, and I hope that you know, in any case, you can always talk with me, if you ever need it. Thanks again everyone.
 ..s.k.i.t.t.l.e.s.. · Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 08:44pm · 1 Comments |
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