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For those of you that know me What can I say.... I'm sorry. sad

But I have to say that For those of you that know me I have this cloud that follows me. Now most people think that, that cloud is only 1 or 2 days.. this is not true..
ITs more like 1 MONTH LONG! Like a woman that gets a period I get 1 day off.
THATS IT!

But usually my bad days are weeks long not months. Its just the bad ones stretch into the Month spectrum.

Lets go over the month of dec. Ready your self this is no easy ride.

Start with the concept that I get a call from a friend... family passed away.. Me? I sorry to hear that but as long as he's ok thats all good.
I get a good friend telling me that he can't give me a refrance for working underhim because of contract isses.
This is all in one day by the way.

WOW card expires.. so now its mastercard time (OH YAY) sad
But Hark whats this also on the sameday I get a phone call. Mom has a friend to calll about a JOB! Finaly things are looking up... call her and it a job that pays $12/ hour... for those of you that are new to the work force thats SUICIDE to live off of that. YOUR DEADLOCKED as its sometimes refered to.

so now lets move to sunday. as it seems that the other too days looks like you can breze through them.
Sundays are Dinner at the parents house. My parents (YAY) smile catch up on current events and stuff.. what do I come into.. well.. start off with "Wheres the wife" At home says that shes too busy to come over ... real reason She dosen't want to.
Lets move to the next topic. JOb wise why didn't I take a job for $12. this becomes a repeating record no matter how many times you answer it.
Then move to "I ******** give." Come home to Bs with the wife pissed that we're not making money.. I leave a 3 hour session of that at the folks house to come home to the same beast. UNREAL! stressed

So now lets move to monday... OH YAY! get a call and look for work.. phones ringing like I'm the operator and I get a lot of s**t that just SUCKS! Throw in 5 telemarketer call in there while your at it.
(Forgot to inform you all but my Father in-law is Hospitalized and been there for a month. Checked him self out and we find he's no where near great.! Spend a whole afternoon putting him back in teh Emerg... it took a call from his Bro in ENGLAND to convince him to go back.) ALL MONDAY!


Day two. More complaints about no work and I'm lazy from the Wife.. But wait whats this... its a HRDC wants a meeting... great ... see how I'm doing and wasting more time with stuff they already know. YAY confused

The 5th throught the 8th ... what can I say.... Ouch... Constant fires I'm putting out with the little bro of the wife or the Wife vs. the little bro ... this is bound to happen but Remember we have to pull through and stick together. Thankfully Hex was on wow.. and we did a few things but they still where managable.. :p

Welcome Weekend.... this is no joyride. Teeth Hurt, stomic hurts and forgot to mention been fighting a fever/cold/flu/virus since late Nov. and this stuff is just taking over. Clean what I can and that stops the wife from taking another off my back sad

Repeat what happened in beginning Dec into this weekend.. RETARDED.. So This is starting to get to me.. BUT this IS nothing for whats to start into the NEXT Week!

Call and visit 5 posible job prospecs, Lunch with little bro and start the cleaning process again then setup a tree.. (Tree never got setup till mid DEC )

Call in tues for my biggest Girl Patches as she has a Lump and I want it removed.. she did this to her self FYI.. infected. .. then setup wedding Pics on Parents PC then B-line it to Home for some Emerg status phone calls about my baby.. So now I' freaking thinking cancer started back up again. sad

Get the new Her Thiroid is up and the only good news is that it was a multiple cyst...

Moving on Wed is another day from hell.. 4 social workers I have to call and status on turn out of the lab tests for Patches and return some shoes the wife bought that she Kept anyway stressed

Thursday Yeeha Hello social worker for the father in law and we find he has anywhere from 2-5 years left. The Wife is freaking and I have to continue normally. Then B-line it to the Dr, for my self in another city and get more meds percribed to me.. these badboys can knock out a horse.

Thankfully friday was a snooze of Little bro fighting with the wife and wfie then fighting with me which now blow up. Wife tears my head off for going out of my way to head into TO during RUSH HOUR to ick her up because she dosen't like trasnit. Job well done Galan job well done.

Sat was the wifes bosses party.. 4 hours of Smiles concidering the following.. we acctually needed this... She gose to be and I get fed up and setup the tree because it should have been done Dec. 1

With no help I move into next week... Oh sunday rinsse and repeat of first sunday.
monday what a day.. Dr. apponitment needed to seee and know Its Chest X-rays and DEATH Medication (NyQill TYype of stuff) Come home get into fight with wife..
at this point why bother.

Tuesday.. Social worker ( Seriously the case workers are now called Social workers. Someone wants to feel special) 1 hour of new submitt forms and Maybe I cen get free schooling. confused

I look back.... the only thinig I have to say is ... Why do I let this happen to me gonk

As long as this is I'm only half done. YAY!