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As I sit in a room so dark and grey
My feel feels like it's being split all four ways
Love, hate, decieve, grieve
Why must it be?
Why must my life be...
I feel so alone and confuse
With absolutely no choices left to choose
Someone will hurt
Someone will cry
Yet there is no reason why
Why I should even be with a guy.
Love?!
Don't kid me with such a word!
A monster like me can never love.
Its all a joke can't you see?
We were never meant to be!
You idiot!
You fool!
It's your fault too!
Hate, envy, death, pain,
that's the only thing left to be gained
As the room grows darker and darker
My so called heart comes to a quick stop
No beats,
No cares
No feelings for whats there
I'm sorry
But that's just the real me
The monster that now takes control of me
So goodbye to ye
Goodbye to what was never meant to be
Goodbye to you and me