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Mother tell me what is it you see
When you look at him standing next to me
Constantly belittling me
As if I were nothing but a weed
Can’t you you see?!
All the pain suppressed deep inside of me!
Mother don’t do this to me!
I’m beging you!
Please!
Mom stop this man from hitting me!
Can’t you see it’s hurting me?!
The scars and bruises I’m forced to hide
Living my life as if it were a big lie
My friends don’t even know why I cry
Why I feel the need to lay down and die
Mother just tell me why
Why do you feel the need to be with this guy
You told me I was the blue in your sky
The one you’ve never regretted making a part of your life
Now it feels like all of that has been pushed aside
As if I was nothing more than a lie
One of those small set backs in your life….
Mom is this how you wanted it to be.
Just tell me
Mom!
Look at me when I’m talking to ye!
Is it how you wish for it to be?
A normal life…
…………….
………
….
without me.