I'll lay in those embers letting them slowly burn me.... Letting the only warmth I can get in.... Hoping that I just go now... letting all the flames dance around my body... people around me watching stare in awe.... I'm not screaming in pain... I'm just letting the fire engulf me...
Dead, I'm dead dearest. I hope you didn't care too much. hell calls to me... Heaven tells me I'm not good enough... Earth says I need to leave and let go... my soul taken to the dark.... I can't see... I can't hear... I can feel... Everything around me.... pain is the only thing you can feel here..
Was my life worth nothing that I ended up here? Why am I alone? Was I the only wretch not allowed to enter heaven? Better me than all the people better than me... Better me than those I care about... Better me than everyone else...
They will forget me... As my body is no more than ashes.... They will forget me... Because I never did anything worthwhile.... They will forget me... As my soul is the only tainted thing left... They will forget me... Because it's an easy gap to replace...
Jello Challenged · Tue Jan 23, 2007 @ 05:29am · 0 Comments |