...I am never showing my real self again. I'm tired of being thrown aside whenever I trust someone enough to show it... I'll fake my smiles, I'll fake my tears, I'll fake my emotions that I may never be thrown like a dirty rag to the side again.
I always go for people I can't have.... always.... it really just.... pisses me off. I'm just... such an idiot. I knew from 8th grade "You aren't allowed to love...." And yet, what do I do? Put myself through more torture...
Jello Challenged · Thu Jan 25, 2007 @ 08:23am · 0 Comments |