April 19, 2007
-currently listening to the song 'Blind' by Lifehouse.
Sometimes when I'm alone I cry,
cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm,
they flow with life but takes no form.
I cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among with treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another to carry on.
The world moves fast,
and it would rather pass by
than to stop and see what makes my cry.
So painful and sad
and sometimes I cry...
and no one cares about why...
so stressful..................................................................
that's what I've been feeling about this past few days. I didn't even post this past few days because of certain things I need to worry first. You see, I've been processing the papers I needed so that I can transfer to U.P. (refer to last posts...) and it's really stressful and TIRING. I have to go back and forth at U.E. for the processing of my papers such as my transcript, honorable dismissal and certified true copy of grades. I also have to visit my old high school to get my form 137. I have to get that first in order to process my transcript and honorable dismissal papers....man....and adding to the stress..I don't even know if I could get admitted at U.P. I still needed to pass certain requirements so that they could analyze if I'm worth studying there...*sigh*
I really wish I could get admitted...It's been my dream to study there, even though that some people say that it's hard to study there....
*note: the poem at the beginning of the post is not written by me. Credits must be given to whoever wrote this poem... >_<
