Here's a little something I wanted to share with you guyz...the title is 'A Girl Can Dream'...
A Girl Can Dream
Oct. 27, 2006
I never thought that in this day, my heart will be broken...
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Bringgg.......Bringggggggg........... said a sound on the background. A hand reached out to shut that thing off.
Is it time already? Argh...I should have slept early.
I open my eyes slowly to greet the blinding light that's coming from my window. I blink twice to chase away the sleepiness... but I guess that didn't work for I still feel sleepy. Damn! I need more sleep! A little more wouldn't hurt, right? So, I closed my eyes to wonder in dreamland again for at least 5 minutes or so. I was about to fall asleep deeply when I jerked awake for I have remembered why I have to be up so early. Well, 8 o'clock in the morning is not really that early but for someone who slept at around 3 in the morning..it's way too early...
I got up from my bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face. After that I went to the kitchen to see what's for breakfast.
When I was a child the story would say
somebody will sweep you off your feet someday
As I was eating, I thought about my friends and how I miss them so much especially someone. That someone is my crush. I really like him and I can't wait to see him again and also my friends. Today, I'm going to meet up with them so that we could enroll together. We decided to enroll in a block section so that we can be classmates again. I'm so excited at the thought that I'm going to be with my friends and my crush.
That's what I hope would happen with you
more than you could know
I finished my breakfast and went to the bathroom to take a bath. After that, I went to my room and started to get ready. After half an hour of deciding what to wear, I went to the kitchen and brushed my teeth. I'm done brushing my teeth when I heard my cellphone ringing. I just received a text message from my bestfriend.
I wanted to tell you that my heart's in your hands
I pray for that day that I would get the chance
Now, I'm making my way to school. I'm walking very fast for I was late, not so very late, but still late. I'm supposed to meet up with my friends at 10 o'clock, but now my watch read 10:15. Stupid traffic! I really hate it! So much! Anyway, before I start rambling about traffic let's go back to my dilemma. When I got there, I saw my friends, most of them are boys and I'm the first girl to arrive. It was nice to have guy friends, and it's also the first time I had so many guy friends. Well, there are a lot of boys who also enrolled to the course I chose. It's not that surprising, it's a computer course so there should be a lot of guys enrolled. Only a short number of girls take Computer Science, and I'm one of those. In our section last sem, there are only ten of us girls.
Just when I worked up the courage to try
much to my surprise...
When I got there, my eyes instantly looked around if he was there already, and he was when I spotted him talking to one of our friends. I took a sit and talk to our other friends. When he saw me, he said Hi to me and smiled. I was mesmerized by his smile and for a moment I stared at him. After a few seconds I snapped back to reality, I gave him a warm smile and also said Hi to him. I was really happy, seeing him again and also my friends. After waiting for awhile for some of our friends to arrive, we started to process our enrollment. Along the process, we had so much fun talking to each other. I was so happy, it never even crossed my mind that something would happen to ruin the happiness I felt that day. But I was wrong...
You had somebody else
cause this feelings I keep to myself
I just finish paying the down payment for the semester. I went to where my friend whom I call 'kuya' is waiting in line. As I approach kuya, I saw him (my crush) behind kuya, talking to a girl I didn't know. He looks happy when he's talking to that girl. At that scene, I feel an ache at my chest. A voice in my mind tells me that she maybe his girlfriend. A part of me was hoping that she's not but a part of me is saying that I she is and tells me that I shouldn't lie to myself. It hurts when that rational part of me is right. I continue to approach kuya, acting like I didn't see anything. When I got there, I talk to kuya. I act like their not even there, but he saw me, and started to introduce me to the girl. What I hear really breaks my heart into pieces...
"Oi Faye! ito nga pala girlfriend ko."
These are the exact words that he said...words that almost made me cry...
I may never get to hold you so tight
I may never get to kiss you goodnight
I may never get to look deep in your eyes
or so it seems...
I'll always will be wishing you were mine
I'll think about what could been all the time
all the happiness that I could find...
baby...a girl can dream...
Hope you like it guyz...
the bold and italic words are lyrics of the song 'A Girl can Dream' by Nina, a filipina r&b artist...
italic words are my thoughts...
please tell me what you think and leave a comment....
*translation*
'kuya' means big brother
'ito nga pala girlfriend ko' means 'this is my girlfriend'
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