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..And The Clouds Come to Play. <br> I don't know what I'm doing here..what I'm doing at all..I thought I could do this..with him, I thought it would be different..but its not..I can pretend that she doens't exist, or it doesn't matter but it does.. My god does it ever.. I keep seeing it all over the place..everywhere..there it is..All the time I can't escape it..I'll always take second place when it comes to this; I'll never be number one in his eyes.. I'm not the one girl in his life..I'm just in the background.. I'm so scared..