[********, this hurts I won't lie Doesn't matter how hard I try Half the words dont mean a thing And I know that I won't be satisfied" ["Bleed It Out", Linkin Park] I dunno...I'm extremely bored right now and rather on the melancholy (sad) side...I guess it's just one of those bad days. I'm trying to be optimistic, but it doesnt always work. All I can say is "Never allow hatred to control your life, because it will come back to haunt you someday." The good news is, if I ever actually write about my issues, I could submit it to a publishing company and create a cliched teen novel.
Maybe I'm just being paranoid, maybe not. You never really know what's going on. even if you hear soemthing directly from someone's mouth, they could be lying. Maybe the philosophical nihilists are right: there is not one universal reality; reality is whatever goes on inside your head.
In case you were wondering, I'm not schizo or anything. This would make more snese if I could actually talk about my issues here, but I can't. Anyone could read them. I can only say that someting IS bothering me, but not what. I'm not going to give up yet, though. I'm too damn stubborn for that.
Are you bored yet? I am.
xxForsakenFantasyxx · Fri Feb 01, 2008 @ 12:58am · 4 Comments |