• The Pain Within.

    My heart aches,
    my mind pretends there's nothing there,
    my legs are numb,
    and from the shoulders down to my wrist,
    is something called pins and needles.
    My back feels like hot blades turning and twisting within,
    the spasm that course though my body,
    delivers the greatest pain of all.

    But wait,,,

    The medical professionals, say, it's all in my head?
    there is no real pain but that,
    that was created many years ago,
    yet my body tells me that it is truly real.
    why if it is in my head,
    do I cry every time I turn in bed,
    why is it that my legs break out into spasm,
    creasing the very essence of my pain,
    to levels so unbearable that sometimes, I just wish I were dead.


    But wait there’s more…

    There is something! No someone, that is there for me,
    that supports me,
    and feels what I feel,
    yes someone that sees the pain,
    that courses though my body.
    I know that there is no cure,
    but I wish there was a magic pill,
    that I could take, to take it all away,
    even just for a day.

    Oh the pain

    Oh the pain within, is not within my head,
    its throughout my being,
    from head to toe I suffer,
    I suffer in silence,
    as no one listens,
    and no one really cares,
    except those that are nearest and dearest to me.

    Filleting knife

    If I could be filleted,
    Just removing my spine,
    And sewn back together my pain would surely be gone
    like wobbly Jelly,
    for jelly is all that would be left if they removed my spine,
    I would just crumple to the floor. and wobble back and forth.

    Oh the Pain

    Please someone/ something give me the right to live a normal life
    with the woman I truly care for and cherish,
    for love is such a strong word,
    but I am very willing,
    and do on many occasions a day tell my true love that I LOVE her,
    with all my heart. because love conquers all.

    Oh the pain.

    Please sit aside, for 24 hours, to allow me to wine, and dine, my true love.
    With out all the pain that crease though my body.

    Tears

    Fall from my eyes and onto my pillow because as I write this I feel relief,
    as my mind is taken away from all that terrible pain.

    Moggie52

    Thank you all for taking the time to read this, which was written from my heart.