• Ok so for a moment i might freak out, dont worry i happen to do it quite often. To figure out why you have to go back quite a bit, but thats ok. I was in northern California when it happened. It was just another warm day melted into my mind that i spent with my mom. That was the day of the crash that took my life. My mom survived the crash but is permanently in a coma. every now and again i will glance down to earth just to see her face, her lifeless beautiful face. We were on our way to my pediatrician because i was 6 months pregnant at the time of the crash. i of course already had a name and the baby room was set for her arrival. her name is Vannessa ann trent after her godmother, and my best friend Vannessa.
    You see its simple here where i am now, i can have anything i want all except for two things mortality and my family. Of all i would want when im dead, of course i would want what i couldn't have. At first i was scared because i had no one i knew to turn to but as reality set in i started to remember bits and pieces of what happened. So far all i can remember is the windshield shattering in on me and my seat rushing forward shoving me through the glass coming at me. Thats all i remember before the memory fades back in to reality. The only family i have is my little baby girl, but the problem with my baby is she is aging slowly but aging.I am not aging and never will be i am stuck in my teen state permanently.
    I walk around my heaven and see little kids playing and running around until i drift to the teens like me who died prematurely. You can usually tell the difference between the teens who were murdered to the teens who died accidentally. You can tell because the teens who were murdered are just slightly ascue and gone looking. But for us who died in accidents we are free and are able to just roam happily. we have all the same thing people in earth do here. I saw my friends getting ready for my service while my mom was being prepared for another brain scan. The problem was with my mom was there was no problem with her she could wake up at any moment but just didn't. I watched all my friends and family gather around my broken body and cry. I watched each emotion run across their faces. The worst face i saw was my boyfriend we had been trying for a baby for months until we found out i was pregnant. I saw him cautiously reach his hand out to touch my stomach.
    i picked up vannessa to show her,her father. she smiled gleefully as if she knew who he was. she tried to reach for him but found she could reach far enough.