• Why? Why do I not regret?
    It was my fault. I hurt him.
    I annoyed him. I was only a waste
    Of his time. So why do I not
    Feel bad? I bet he lied when
    He told me he loved me. Though I
    Truly loved him. He was my first
    Real love. I worried about him. I
    Wanted to be with him forever.
    I guess I'm naive for feeling like that.
    I mean he was the first person I
    Really cared about. I hurt him. I
    Made him suffer.
    I don't blame him for ignoring me.
    Though, I would take it back. I
    Would've gone back in time.
    To hear his sweet,beautiful voice.
    The one that I would listen to
    For hours just to feel safe.
    I would go back to tell him
    How much I really loved him.
    I would talk with him forever.
    I would do anything,
    To make him stay.....