• I want to forgive you
    Infact I think I have.

    But every time
    I hear your voice
    Chills still run down my spine.

    I have somehow forgiven you
    After all you did to me,
    But it's myself
    I cannot forgive
    Or cannot let be.

    I let you get into my mind
    Even let you hurt my friends;
    All along standing next to you
    Defending you to no end.

    It did not end up peacefully,
    We took our separate paths
    And you ended up alone.

    Now you want me
    Back with you
    After all that you have shown.

    You said you'll treat her
    As your own
    But you'll hurt her
    When your cover is blown.

    I cannot seem
    To pull myself
    Further away from you.

    You have this hold,
    The devil's tool,
    You will not let me go.

    I thought I finally
    Crawled away
    From you and
    All your flaws.

    But all it took
    Was one more call
    And you made
    My whole world fall.

    "Should I stay with her?"
    You ask
    "Do you think it's right?"

    All I now is you
    Haven't changed,
    Not one bit at all.

    I know I have forgiven you
    For all you put me through.

    But my mind will
    Never be at rest
    For what I let you
    Do to me.