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Dood, I need to get to know more music majors so I can find someone that pisses me off, because as it stands, there is much imbalance in mine world. I swear, I wanna grow up to be as patient and easy to talk to and cool as MN Payne, as she wrote it under Arranger. I was really surprised that she was able to remember my name the moment she saw me - she was a senior my freshman year, and I was independent study then too. I must leave some lasting impressions~ or maybe people of the band have been talked about in their household, what with the younger brother being the drum major and the mother an official busybody.

When I think about it, I don't know of anyone that I'm on actual bad terms with, or its certainly not reciprocated if I find myself impatient with them. And going to the practices and band events has shown me just how many acquaintances I've got. An-and then there was the banquet, with the awards. Those are more or less silly little things to poke good fun, Drama Queen and Conversation Killer to name a couple. Some are more formal, like Best [insert section here], and I got one that made me go 'lahlwat? o-o': Most Respected. I can understand not getting the musical ones, since I'm in independent study this year and others have worked a lot harder in the group, but it's not like I would have pouted if I didn't get an award, f'serious.

I initially thought two certain other clarinets would have been better choices, but they're so into the success of the band that it does turn off a good portion of the group. They're leaders, and thus have opposition. I can kinda understand being seen as the rare serrus senior who isn't a band nazi, but how'm I supposed to be turned to when I'm not in either class? Ponderment on impressions and acquaintances resurfaces. During the years, people's shenanigans either way have pissed me off, so I've refused to get particularly involved and tread through the social muck playing my music, which I might as well get down right. Is that what leading by example is? I've gotten along with both parties more than just because I don't rebel or nitpick; I'm don't consider myself a friend of any of them, but I can hang out with them easily enough when they're not at odds with each other.

Oh noes, does this make me a masked social butterfly, changing to fit with different mindsets? Have I no true self or view of my own? lulz. Being just all-around cool enough to be tight with everyone would be neat~

Thursday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. Four more school days left. Hope it’s gonna be hot and sunny Friday for the Senior Picnic, water parks aren’t that fun otherwise.