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Yes I know the title is weird....but.......I guess I have to say good bye and so long.....

Two years ago I made a friend just like any one else would here on gaia....and i had happened to make that friend on my birthday....when I graduated from middle school.I remember it like it was just yesterday,he posted up a topic that said BORED....and well I was bored....none of my friends where on and my birthday was boring....my mom let be on gaia for a little while and then she left to go pick up my little sister from school.....so I stayed there talking to him.....I was the first person to post something there....I asked him why was he bored and i told him that i was bored because none of my friends remembered at all about my birthday......he said "aww poor person" and gave me a hug......I later then asked....is this being nice or mean.....he said nice....afterwords we talked and talked......he made fun of me(as usual....boy's always make fun of me^^)but later on I guess I started to like him.....I never did tell him....I was shy about that and I feared that he wouldn't talk to me or look at me the same way and also....he lived far.....Humble Texas.....I remember he said that......I waited.....for a response from his last pm....but....it's been a long time now and still no signed that he might be getting on*tear roll's down*and I waited....and waited,and nothing....sure it's just a friend that I don't know who he really is in person but....he was my friend......and I do miss him....Lisa knows about him....Noona knows about him too.......

For sometime now....i've been stuck in darkness....up until I met someone.....someone new.....I wont say a name....because I fear that he won't look at me the same way.....I mean if he does go on here*giggles*......he tock me out of that cold room....where I waited and I waited.....and I thank him....even if he didn't do much....I thank him.....because he opened a new door where I can finaly move on....with out looking back.....and say......

"Good Bye...dear friend......good bye.....sweet love"