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"Are you guys having a good time?" gushed Anna, playing with Jake's hair. The date went by smoothly surprisily. Except for the part when Jake was rubbing in my face with Anna as his girlfriend. He kept on hugging her and kissing right in my face. Anna didn't seem to notice. She was distracted by his hugs and kisses. Nick didn't care, he kept on drinking beer throughout the whole date.. I had a feeling he was hurt. "What's seems to be the matter Nick? You look sad." I said, scooting over to him. "Huh? Oh, nothing, my mind's just busy right now," replied Nick, drunk. "Excuse me, I gotta go to the restroom. See you guys in a minute," said Jake, standing up. As he moved, he nudged my leg with his. I looked at him, he was trying to tell me to go with him. I sighed and said, "Me too, I gotta go fix my hair,"
When we were near the restrooms, Jake stopped and looked around, checking if anybody was there.
"So, I'm a good actor, am I not?" he finally said, leaning close to me. I scoffed and said, "Yeah right. I could see through your so called acting skills," He didn't say anything, he just lean more and more closer to me. So close, that I could smell his cologne. I tried to back away, but the wall stopped me. He smiled slyly and said, "You still like me don't you?" Before I could reply, he grabbed my back, and pulled me close to his chest. I gasped, and before I knew it, he was kissing me. I just stayed there, frozen. It felt like heaven... then I tried to shove him away. Anna. If she saw this, she would murder me. But it as no use. My body wasn't listening to me. It was numb, I couldn't move a muscle. Finally, after a few minutes, I shoved him. He's really heavy for a guy his age. I looked at him in horror, thinking about what I have done. I didn't know what else to do, but to go run to the restroom. My head was dizzy. What am I doing? He's Anna's boyfriend! What the freak did you think you're doing kissing him? I was confused. This couldn't happen to me. I'm with Nick right now. I can't break up with him and go out with Jake. Besides, he's with my best friend, Anna. Yeah, he's with Anna. Are you sure? Or is he's just using her to get you jealous, making you falling in love with him? Whoa, the smell of this bathroom stall was really making dizzy. I keep on talking to myself this week! I opened the door, breathing in the fresh air. But what I didn't know, was that someone watched the whole scene of Jake kissing with me...