i feel so unloved...so unwanted...errr....i'm havigndesputes with my parents...one hates me cause i'm ot what he wanted in a daughter(i'm the only girl.)The other can't tolerate me, and wants me out cause i'm to much f a pest WHy can't i be what they wanted...why can't i be good enough for them, good enough to earn their love, their respect. Why did i have to be the way i am....why...why am i such a pest for the ones i love...I feel so little...
Then i find out a friend betrayed me...and hurt me...just for fun...for no actual cause.....just cause the person i called friend thought i wouldn't find out, or catch up to it....
errr i want to leave this place i called home.....my dad hates me, mom doesn't want me...friends....i dont' know who are my friends anymore.....this pain kills me...i want to hurt my self, but what's the point??? my body is just going to rot...peopel will forget eventually....i hate this world...i hate it.... stare
sorry but i had to write it down, i could hold it in......its been killing meall day...
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