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I have been deceived yet again. This time, though, it actually looked like there was a future for our relationship. But apparently, I'm not good enough for "the best." And while I was angry last night when it ended, I'm not angry anymore. It is painful, yes, but I want her to be happy, even if that means that I have to be pushed aside. I hold no grudge against her, and I'm not going to let the end of another relationship bog me down. I'll do what I do best: I'll keep going. I'll keep writing my book and my poetry and keep playing my music and pray that I'll find someone I can love just as much with many of the same qualities (if possible).